I burried my childhood dog today, she crawled under the deck, where she layed down and passed away. It really sucks being the only one old enough and small enough to crawl under there and carry her out.. I miss her so much already. I didnt really think my heart could break anymore...

So its saturday morning, and Im at work. its memorial day weekend, so no one is here Seriously I am the only one here. but my boss decided it would be a good thing for someone to be here in case people wanted to pick up their cars. Its a good Idea but that means Im here all by myself... until sales department gets here. God today is going to suck. ( Read more... )

I havent posted in forever, This Semester has really been kicking my ass, Throw in juggleing work, family, friends, and that is my life, Although I feel like I have failed on the friends front. No matter how much I really hate my job. I realize that I need it. I have so much school work before the end of the semester its unreal. 3 weeks left. I ( Read more... )

I have lost friends, some by death, others through sheer inability to cross the street.
- Virginia Woolf

Perfectionism is the enemy of creation, as extreme self-solitude is the enemy of well-being,
--John Updike, Odd Jobs

So today was Valentines day ( Read more... )

Time to update ( Read more... )

A few more I hope, If I get the chance...

wow I have never felt more dead then I do right now...

Havent updated in a while: dont really care ( Read more... )

Crap...this isnt good