Is that all good deeds are?!

[blue_highs]

Am i just a bitch? i mean i'm not exactly being honest and i'm paranoid about using the computer, and i'm still sat here typing despite knowing all this shit started because of the comp. I'm not lying, but its a fine line and i figure i'm probably way over it. I mean i had a good night last night...didn't i?! So what am i doing?!! What do i want?

Comments

[voodoochild_101]

take a breath and breathe. Just clear your mind from all of this stress (i know, easier said than done)...
Trust me - the people who make it look easy are probably in denial.
As for karma- have you done something wrong??
Your head hurts because you're stressing. Come and chat to me... i'm still here for you, despite all that's going on okay?

[blue_highs]

isnt not being honest doing something wrong? i mean THIS is not being honest...and my head really hurts so i'm full of self pity lol

[voodoochild_101]

i would be lying if i told you that what you're doing wasn't wrong. i wouldn't blame you if you chose her over me considering you're going to spend the rest of your life with her. But something keeps bring you back, and i don't know what it is - only you do.
If you really thought this was wrong and if you were really worried about the consequences, you wouldn't be taking the risk.
And for karma to be biting you in the ass, you have to have done something wrong first. It doesn't come after you and then you do something wrong lol.
I don't know what i can tell you that's going to be a good answer - i'm not too happy with this one as it is, but you asked me a question; i'm just responding - please don't be mad with me...

[voodoochild_101]

and P.S - we didn't do anything wrong to begin with! when you really think about it, we didnt do anything wrong. we were chatting... as friends do... and are we not friends?