forgive me, but i am way more jealous than i thought.

(mental note: stop it)

i got a job at safeway!

yay!

i look forward to working with you, annie. :)

today, at approximately 3:28pm, morgan freeman (most recently seen in "million dollar baby") purchased groceries at winco foods of vacaville.

there is something wrong with me.

really. clinically.

i don't know how to convey how i know...but i just do. something is not right. i am not right. i feel...like someone different...a shell.

i need to do something about it.

now the question is: what?

i am afraid.

of what i can't control.

this feeling in the pit of my stomach.

i love you.

if there is one person whom i hope to never be like in my entire life, it is my father ( Read more... )

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so here i am...still awake...not wanting to sleep. even though i am tired (especially because of the sickness) and i have class tomorrow. i have done absolutely nothing productive today. i felt as of i could not move. i had no energy to lift my body to its feet....and of course, i did not even touch the philosophy packet that i am behind on and i ( Read more... )

i don't want to go to work.

i don't want to go to school.

i don't want to pay my bills.

i don't want to grow up.

but on the other hand, i don't want to be nothing and i need to guarantee my survival.

i have a headache. the next 6 hours will suck, but i guess they won't kill me.

i need more money.

hoping only gets you so far...

*i can't cross my fingers forever*