im tired of being me

i dont like feeling this way

if i had drugs i would be doing them

i wish shawny wouldnt be so dumb

i dont like being sick

i want a better life

why am i so stupid at times?

my mom burnt my hand
thanks alot mom
and you dont even care
urgh i hate living here

WHAT HAPPENED TONIGHT:

showed up
shawn was stoned and drunk
I had to deal with him all night
almost got caught by all the like 10 cops
Started crying
megan and bryce spilt
Now I smell like pure vodka and crystal
I give up

omfg... I am sooooo excited!!!!!!!!!!! I tried out for celt singers today! I think i have a chance of making it.... omg i am nervous for postings!

Next off!!!!! Tonight is gunna be frigen rocking! Hopefully I will getta score ;). LOL i am excited.

The only bad thing is my wrist is still swollen. other than that its cool!

toodles

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Giving up isnt my Answer.
Its my solution.

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My life is sick

Brendan is sad

So am I

Ugh

I am crying

im sick
i havent slept all night
i have school in 2 hours
GRRRR
this is annoying.

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