I wanted to find somewhere to hide. When I opened up and let those fears inside. I wanted to be anyone else only to find that there was no one there but me and I woke up to the real life and I realized it's not worth running from anymore when there was nowhere left to hide I found out that nothing's real here but I won't stop now until I find a ( Read more... )

Okay... I haven't heard anything from my recruiter... As of now I know nothing ( Read more... )

What do you have instore for me this time?

Well. I talked to SGT. Domske (My recruiter) today and she let me know some extremely great news... MEPS cleared me for training.... Now there is only one more place that has to clear me. I can't remember what that place was called but I just know that SGT. Domske said that she should know what they said by early Thursday... So then I will get to ( Read more... )

WELL!!! I'm SOO tired of some people in my life right now and I CAN NOT WAIT to get the fuck out of this place. I mean COME ON! Not everyone just one person in paticular. I feel no need to explain myself further in regards to that subject ( Read more... )

So this is what is going on... I went to MEPS today, got my physical and stuff, passed everything and then at the end she tells me... I'm disqulifying(?) you because I don't have your records from basic ( Read more... )

When will I meet someone who isn't a liar or two-faced? It seems everything I thought I knew is a lie... Not that everything else isn't enough, right? I got my hip x-ray results to SGT. Beeman today and he started my paper work. I asked him about me starting school and if I should cancel anything and said, "When do you start?" I said the 29th of ( Read more... )

Sgt. Beeman said that his commander told him that my RE-Code was six months. I should be gone by the end of August or September. Dylan's seems a little upsit but hey... He knows this will make me happy. I have to go to the doctor Thursday, maybe sooner to get my hips and stuff checked out. They have to make sure the stress fractures are gone and ( Read more... )

Okay... Anyone who read my last entry and didn't get confused... GOOD JOB! Now, for the news. The on;y reason I'm putting it on this thing is because no one really reads it. Other than people that I would normaly tell this to. Well, Monday (tomorrow) I will find out when I will be going back into the military. I've been trying to find out what my ( Read more... )

.... I just haven't had anything to say. Me and Dylan are doing good. I'm staying with him this weekend... at his new house... in bum-fuck-Egypt. He moved. I like his new house. It's very pretty, and his room is alot bigger. The only bad part is that his bed is still SO freaking tiny. I hate little beds when you try and share. I get really bad ( Read more... )