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Array 089 [Voice]

Jun 19, 2009 23:59

I wonder if there is a time limit to how long we'll stay here. Rather than wanting to go home, I'm finding myself more afraid that I will. If this place is fixed, I'll forget everything, at best, at worst I'll come back d- ... with nothing ( Read more... )

insomnia, this is how it ends, depressing himself, uchiha itachi, it's the fever talking

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thefirstuchiha June 20 2009, 06:43:32 UTC

You sound upset Alphonse.

Video bloodseal_soul June 20 2009, 06:52:04 UTC

Video thefirstuchiha June 20 2009, 07:13:02 UTC

Aren't very talkative after this speech, are we Alphonse?

Video bloodseal_soul June 20 2009, 07:21:22 UTC

You win.

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[Voice] sauceytomato June 20 2009, 06:48:04 UTC

Al...

[His voice is slightly shaky now, torn between simply being upset and frustrated, concern, and plain old pissed off at Itachi.]

[Voice] bloodseal_soul June 20 2009, 06:53:52 UTC

[Hiccupping.]

[Voice] sauceytomato June 20 2009, 06:57:18 UTC

[Sasuke doesn't really know what to say. He hates Itachi, so he can't comfort him.]

I... I'm sorry.

[Voice] bloodseal_soul June 20 2009, 07:28:56 UTC

[The sound chokes off into silence, stretching out until the heavy air seems to thrum like a tightly wound string, about to snap.

Then, there is a soft mewing noise, and the sound of rustling fabric -- oddly silken, not the type of fabric Al usually wears.]

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motherofalchemy June 20 2009, 07:00:41 UTC

Alphonse...

What brought all of this up?

bloodseal_soul June 20 2009, 07:30:52 UTC

Nothing in particular... but I guess I saw it coming.

motherofalchemy June 20 2009, 07:40:21 UTC

[doesn't need to ask what was coming because she's seen the network]

Alphonse...where are you right now?

bloodseal_soul June 20 2009, 07:46:36 UTC

The manor. I might not be home for a few days.

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[Video] arrayed_back June 20 2009, 07:03:15 UTC

[Riza listens and her face falls. She hates witnessing her friends falling to such a low.]

Alphonse...

Re: [Video] bloodseal_soul June 20 2009, 07:33:43 UTC

I'm sorry. I'm not so adult as you thought.

[Private//Hackable] arrayed_back June 20 2009, 07:41:09 UTC

Don't do this, Alphonse. Stand up.

[Private//Hackable] bloodseal_soul June 20 2009, 07:54:19 UTC

For what?

Everything, everything, goes away! Everyone leaves! I always fail to protect the people I care about the most! I'm always the one standing right there and watching someone walk away, or waking up to an empty bed or another broken promise, or having someone tell me to my face that they're walking into what I know is only pain, and nothing I can say can stop them --

All I can do is just stand on the sidelines and watch people get hurt! I'm sick of being too weak or too stupid or too young or not the person they need to hear those words from! Even when I do everything I can...

I wish I had never come here. I wish I'd just stayed dead.

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turn_a_blindeye June 20 2009, 07:05:23 UTC

[A long silence. He's not sure what to say to Al after all that's happened and given that it's Itachi this time--not Sauce for once. And especially after the information Al broke his brain with that last time.]

Hey...

I'm sorry. [It seems pointless to ask, but...] How are you holding up, Alphonse?

bloodseal_soul June 20 2009, 07:35:38 UTC

To be honest, I'm not sure yet.

... know that feeling, when you slice yourself open, that moment where you realize what's happening, that split second before the blood and pain come?

I'm there.

turn_a_blindeye June 20 2009, 07:45:41 UTC

Yeah, I know that one...

But...It sounds like you're coping as well as can be expected, though, all things considered.

If I can be of any help, let me know. I'll see what kinds of... bandages and painkillers I can find for you. Or...something.

bloodseal_soul June 20 2009, 07:59:03 UTC

I know you hated him, but... I...

Thanks.

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