they sent me to the wolves I joined the wolves one day I'll be back with teeth sharper, blood hotter

[bloodrebel333]

baby, i know i am crazy

and it pains me to find you

spending all your time

talking me down from heights

and watching for warning signs,

looking into overcast eyes

that predict the coming storm.

i beg you to keep me warm.

they warn,

here comes another night

of holding me while i cry

until the morning.

so lock the doors, draw the blinds,

bring the furniture

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[kat_lair]

taking different roads even though you're not ready to let go, even though you know it's inevitable, knew it from the day one but that doesn't make it any easier no. tequila tastes sweeter than it should, goes down easier than it should, i care more than i should.

i find that's the root of most problems.

you deserve more beauty than the world has.

you do, you do, you do

[bloodrebel333]

I send midnight text messages to long abandoned phone numbers. I never wanted drugs more than I did a few days ago, but I didn't take anything, didn't drink anything though I miss the thick filling feel of whiskey on my tongue, sliding to the back of my throat, and I miss the sharp sweetness of tequila and lemon, licking the salt off my own wrist, of tequila cocktails with strawberry juice and crushed ice, the stirrer in the shape of the nude woman they only have in that small, famous lesbian bar in Amsterdam - also the only place they have those sweet peppers with creamcheese, and those cocktails, and those pictures on the wall. I miss the smell of absinthe and the rawness after a few shots, the delicate bittersweet languid sensation of white wine. I miss the way the edges of everything get rubbed of by opium, the slightly-hazy-headed sweetness of joints. But most of all I miss the people I had around me those moments, the friendship, the familiarity and trust. I don't even need all those opiates and that alcohol, I always had enough

Re: you do, you do, you do

[kat_lair]

my phone number is the same, not abandoned and my phone is always on.