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[calyn1]

hi, i just joined this community. i have been cutting only for a short time, but have self injured for longer. i have problems with food, major depression and various anxiety disorders. i am in therapy, but what scares me is that i am not really even sure if i even want to get better. i am so confused. o, and i am 16, and, ah, female. nice to

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[addicted2pain85]

I know just how you feel. I sometimes have problems with rather or not I want to get better or not. I have felt the way I do for so long that I don't know how I'll feel if I ever get better. Sometimes, what I feel is comfortable and yet uncomfortable at the same time. Are you talking about this with your therapist. Mine helps me with this. I know that I want to get better and that I want to learn how to control my anxiety and to stop it when it isn't neccesary. I've been working on my depression for years and that is the one thing that I know that I might not even want to stop. So I learned to embrace depression instead of fighting it. If you ever want to talk about this feel free to. My contact information is on my profile including AIM and yahoo.

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