Ugh this sucks I wanna sleep. Lately I've been going to bed at 3-4 am because literally every 15 mins I have to pee, I'm just super uncomfortable with my belly or the dogs keep laying on top of me because they refuse to sleep on their bed. I wanna sleep as much as I can or better said take advantage of the time I have to sleep before my baby boy ( Read more... )

24.5 weeks! (6 months) This pregnancy is really flying by. Lately I've been getting heartburn and these braxton hick contractions, which are like suppose to prepare me for the real thing. I have them now actually which Is why I can't sleep right now and because my baby decided to wake up and start kicking! Woohoo! I'm just worried about preterm/ ( Read more... )

Well I'm now 23 weeks and only getting closer to my due date. Last night before I went to bed I starting freaking out thinking if I was going to fail as a mother and shit. I know I'm not because I will not allow myself to fail. This is really the first time that its come to mind and idk why. Today I felt a lot better and just got so happy and ( Read more... )

First off I wanna say rip to Brandon. I didn't really know him all I've ever said to him and his was that he had a big butt but he took it nicely. He passed away last night from cancer..at 21. Honestly from his story and hearing his he took his final moments and how it was after his passing has sincerely touched me. His courage and bravory is ( Read more... )

Well its been a few weeks now since we found out we're having a boy! We were so happy :) just what we wanted too. Everyone said we were having a girl except my mom & queens. It was awesome seeing him during the ultrasound except he was all balled up except when he showed his face and his wee. Last week we went back to finish checking the anatomy ( Read more... )

But I need a pregnancy journal. So I went to the doc today and got an ultrasound but not the one to determine the sex :( but I did see the baby! It was so awesome and finally hit me how real this all was. I saw the head, the spine, and the heart pumping. I thought I would cry but I was just so happy to finally see and so relieved. Next Thursday I ( Read more... )

So my dogs have taken over my pregnancy pillow and I can't help but let them its so cute!! They follow the pillow anywhere it falls. Happy new year! 2009 holla

Damn I can't believe how fast the year went by. This year was lame for me as it was for most people. Only thing that made up for it was me getting pregnant. But everything else besides juan was just like wtf I hate this year. Whatever its over and I can't wait for what 2009 brings. Christmas was pretty good this year. I got a lot of nice gifts. ( Read more... )

So I'm totally enjoying my latest craving veggie sushi from publix mhm I've been eating that shit everyday for like 5 days. Its so good I always want more and healthy! My mom said her craving with my brother Richard was 12 donuts! That's too much. Well its about that time to find out what our nugget is! I love how my ticker says cheeseburger or ( Read more... )

After following up bettie page for days after she fell into a coma from a serious heart attack she has passed away. I knew it was coming but I still can't believe it ugh. I'm devastated and 85 she was looking bomb. I can't even imagine how Juan feels seeing how our room is covered with bp! Rip diva!