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[blondie_lottie]

IT'S BEEN SOOOOO HECTIC!

I'm still alive (just) and loved this week despite how badly my sleep pattern has been thrown and the fact that for two nights in a row I had to have an early night just to make sure I could stay awake at work hehe! Poor kids I feel awful for them as at least I can go lurk in the office and pretend to do paperwork when I am

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[gweakles]

Seems as though everyone's been such a busy bee! I'm glad things are going well with your teachery things.

You should definitely communicate to the boy how you're feeling. I'm sure everything is fine. And we totally ned some pics!

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[blondie_lottie]

Teachery rocks really. I do love it with a passion and can't wait to be a real teacher.

I kinda covered the topic indirectly today (in a I'm trying not to sound jealous/pssessive/freaked out/nervous/etc etc but...) and he just seemed puzzled and pointed out he was with me and that was that.

A very man way of putting things I suppose!

(miss you muchly)

[gweakles]

That's great. I'm so happy for you 8D

Well it doesn't sound like you're gonna get any better an answer. Especially from a guy. Lol, so I suppose that's good.

Miss you much too hun<3

[jackdante]

I get that when I first start going out with someone, I think it's totally okay to be like that. You care about him so much and you think he's so amazing, you worry that other people will feel the same and try and take him. I think it's alright to feel that way, it shows how much you care. ^_^ Maybe just tell him that you like him so much and you think he's great, that's why you worry? Hope you have a great time today anyway!

[blondie_lottie]

I feel bad that I keep ranting on here (and to you especially) about how many things keep stressing me but I know you (and the others) are honest with me and give me straight forward advice much like my best friend Amy (who is in bloody Egypt for a few more days grrr

[jackdante]

Well, there we go. ^_^ I'm glad he had the sense to listen to your worries and talk them over with you instead of throwing a man-fit and being an ass about it. And what he said about the tummy-tuck is really sweet of him, he gets bonus points there! You never have to worry about ranting or just talking to me about things, I am always glad to be here and be a sympathetic ear if you need one.

I know just what you mean about worrying about getting hurt. I totally sympathise, I have some major trust issues and it's so hard to open up to someone and put your faith in them when you've been burned so badly in the past. But I do agree with what your teacher said; I think to truly live, you have to experience pain and take some risks, otherwise you may as well not live at all. I've going to sound pretentious here and leave you with my favourite quote, a line from the film 'Equilibrium':

"Without love, without anger, without sorrow, breath is just a clock, ticking."