Sooooooooooooooo Im hanging out with Mike on thursday and friday. lemme just tell you how ecstatic I am....very. lol. :D I cannot freaking wait! we're goign to Darien Lake and then camping thursday nite and then goign to Darien Lake agian! woot! Mike hasnt been there since it was changed to six flags!!!! isnt that crazy!? but neways...its going to ( Read more... )

So Ren faire has been pretty cool so far until sunday....when it got amazing! :) lol well...ill just have to explain! haha....so here goes....

Ive had a plan to get this one guy a rose on sunday bc his b-day is today (monday). and we have been talking a lot and i really like him and im almost POSITIVE he likes me too. :D so neways....i go to this ( Read more... )

Im so beyond devestated its not funny. I love this man to death. But now comes the time when I MUST get over him. I have to. there's no more "well.....maybe something will happen". Im so done. d-o-n-e. done. ill always love him. always. theres no doubt in my mind. im afraid that if i get another bf im going to be thinking of him the whole time. i ( Read more... )

it might be hard, but im going to do. wait...scratch that...it might be impossible (at least for right now) but im goin to try to do it. chances are im not going to bc i really dont want to. I love him, I really do but i cant do this anymore. its extremely hard on me and i dont think he realizes it. i know he cares. i know he does. and its obvious ( Read more... )

So I just got done putting a needle through my cheek. well not literally my CHEEK but right where side burns would be...i thought it would be different and i have never ever seen neone with it so im happy. yeah...i did it myself but there was ZERO pain and it was REALLY quick. :-D i like it a lot. right now it doesnt even hurt...cant even tell its ( Read more... )

hello everyone...its 9:10am and im pretty tired but lately ive been getting up early so i dont waste the day by sleeping. right now im debating on getting up and cleaning the kitchen and cleaning our room. donald and paul did  kick ass job on the living room and bathrooms! :)  so they made my job easier. we also have to clean the basement up of all ( Read more... )

I feel like the summer is slipping by. prolly bc i havent done much of anything besdies haning out with the boys. which its not exactly my fault jus bc my car is a POS and I wont get it back for anpother couple of days now. but after that im gunna run it into the ground lol with all of my driving to kendall and wut not. idc...anything to see mis ( Read more... )

wow...ive been listening to Slipknot A LOT lately...it's his freaking voice.  <3 I love his voice. especially wait and bleed. one of my very very favorite songs. OMG! and wait and bleed LIVE. <3333   but nehoo... :P ( Read more... )

______: I love you so much.

______: You make me sooo happy.

______: I want to be with you forever.

I wish I could fill in those blanks....  :/

life is amazing. who knows whats to come.   :)

Large amounts of alcohol + boy = funnnn

dude.....amazing...lemme tell ya.

ask me wut this is about if u really wanna know.