A Low Beginning

[bloff16]

 Okay, so its been a while since i last posted on this, and since its my journal i thought i would post i how i feel and that too, which right now isn't too great. Basicly i've slipped into old habits again, i'm stuck in a rut and i can't get out of it, i've tried too but i can't. And basicly my mum's just said this house ins't a hotel and if i don

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[hab318princess]

*hugs*

You are special and the world would be poorer without you and I'm sure your mother would feel that way too.

is there anyone you can talk to about your frustration with the psychologists - maybe see a psychiatrist? - my husband has been greatly helped by medication

*hugs* and feel free to PM me any time you need support (I work but usually check b4 I go and at night!)

[bloff16]

I have no one to talk to about it, all the people i've seen have sorta passed me onto someone else, then they've passed me onto someone else. It's all getting pretty stupid. I have medication but i don't like it because of some of the side affects it gives me, plus i have to take it at night and i'm a pretty forgetful person.

She's just making me feel so much more depressed cause its like, she has nothing but bad things to say about me and she always says she tells me good things as well, which she doesn't, so that isn't helping, but i can't talk to her because i know she will just flip out .

*hugs* i might have to hun, if you don't mind at all.

[phantomreviewer]

I love you and I miss you my dear. I know that we haven't spoken much since well, we know what, but I do miss you, and I do get worried for you. And if you ever want to talk to me about anything then feel free, always.

I've still got all of your letters in my diary, so that I can love over them and read them whenever. So I'd miss you, I'd miss you greatly. As you well know.

i'm being passed from piller to post with flipping psycologists and that, deciding i have one think then changing their minds.
And this is why I've given up, personally and am going solo, they're all so genertic rather than personal. And well stuff it, we're human beings not just simple machines with logic circuits. If they can't make up their minds they should stop messing with ours.

*hugs*

[bloff16]

I know we haven't, i still have something here i need to send to you as well, if i can find it. But yeah, i might have to drop you an email sometime, cause i'm just getting pretty sick of my life right now.

Their so stupid, because its like the last guy i saw accused me of being crazy because i lok at walls or windows or whatever and not the person when i'm talking, and that was when tehy had all decided i had depression. Now they think its confidence issues, which yeah i probably have but i really don't think thats all. I mean, sheesh. But yeah, solo might be better than hearing them constantly changing their minds to me.

*hugs*

[phantomreviewer]

If my hands still work after the GCSEs finish I'll write (or maybe type) you some letters soon. We can test the gravity from England to Scotland again. And feel free to do so, I'll do my best to help as well.

They're crap. To be perfectly honest, a lot of people don't face the person their talking too, it's not craziness. I mean when I was little I did it cause of the ADHD/AS, I know peopel who do it because of a lack of condifence, people who do it because they're just plain shy. They can't try and lable you like that.

I like your new layout/banner btw. :-)

[bloff16]

Yeah i think i might write you a letter before a go to sleep tonight, but just a wee catching up one ya know. I aint getting letters from anyone else ... which is rather disheartening, only getting bank statements and college letters ... nothing personal. But yeah, see if the Gravity has changed a little