Hmm, I was just thinking that maybe I should be sleeping? Haha ( Read more... )

I hate being so weak. I dont understand why I allowed myself to care so deeply for someone who had no interest in caring for me. Especially after such a good time Friday after I got off work-it is those times that he keeps me stringing along.

i made this entry to express how scared i am about having him do something to hurt me again. he goes out all the time. meets plenty of girls and could easily get their number and just hurt me all over again. im so scared. i dont want it to happen...i really care about him.

They say with absence, the heart grows founder. I really and truly believe that.
For some reason, I feel that my love life has grown into something amazing. :]

You say that you are confused ( Read more... )

You are some kind of man
running away from your problems constantly
i'm more of a man than you will ever be
this lesson isn't mine but yours
you need to step it up and grow up.

I tell you things about my life so that you wont be in the dark ( Read more... )

I went out with my boyfriend n a female friend. well i actually work at the club we went to but anyway...i was told by the chicks friend [and mine] that my bf supposedly asked for her number while we were at the club. she said she declined cuz she didnt feel comfortable but my bf supposedly called her the following day and she asked him how he got ( Read more... )

why is it always that you say you are going to call and you never do?
why does it seem like you dont even care anymore
i actually believe you when you tell me where you are but how come u cant call me?
it just doesnt make sense

I wonder if its really worth it. Worth all the fussing and fighting, feeling unwanted and feeling like that there are so many other things you'd rather be doing then sitting by my side. Its not fair for me to love you this much and constantly fight for you to show me that you love me.