I've never lost a parent, but I have gone through losing someone close. And I did have a big ole breakdown and had to leave college etc. etc. hence me still being in school at the grand old age of 27. When I went through that grief and loss, it was also complicated by some big emotional wounds in our relationship. All I can say is you have to experience it the way YOU see it. Everyone kept expecting me to feel a certain way when I went through that loss, but I had my own feelings on it and they were different, and that's ok. No one can be inside your complicated relationship with your mom, and no one can know how you will feel about it now that she's died. But whether you have that big ole breakdown or not, it will be okay...
And I hope that no matter what, you have lots of friends and family and horses there for you, to listen.
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And I hope that no matter what, you have lots of friends and family and horses there for you, to listen.
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