s O m E b O d Y scrrrrrrrEAM!

[blinkurmom182]

so this weekend was just joy ful, went garage hoppin on friday with my trusty pals nate and molly, dont remember much after that, THEN ON SATURDAY.. haha uh... me and molly went to jacks.. self explanitory right there, and sunday katie came over..had a couple drinks.. all good. anyways today i came to school purty darn high, tommorow its ganna be

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[prepblaster2000]

i dont know if u can find this pattern, but if you dont drink when your parents are home i can come over, if u do then i cant, you would deffinatly see me a lot more if it werent for the liquer

[prepblaster2000]

and the pot

[prepblaster2000]

and the "i'll call you back in a half hour" and then i sit by the phone for three hours, just put me in your schedual if u want to see me...otherwise im just forgotten, and replaced with a bottle...it makes me feel great....really hopeing all week to see you and then having you call me drunk to tell me i cant beacuse you have to sit in your room so your dad wont find out

its me its me

[anonymous]

ok well u forgot to mention me but u were so drunk like from the time i came over from the time i left but just let u kno... i was there lol

Re: its me its me

[anonymous]

that was me... annie

its me its me

[anonymous]

ok well u forgot to mention me but u were so drunk like from the time i came over from the time i left but just let u kno... i was there lol

~Annie

ok

[blinkurmom182]

ok annie was there..yes she was, to let everyone know, and doug i do call u back, but every single time your phone is turned off, i dont replace you with bottle, but i do drink with myfriends at other peoples houses. i know id be pissed off to if u say ull call me, but dont end up calling and im sorry, but u got to understand that i call u back everysingle time.. but because im doing something usualy later.
what ever im out. this week is fucked up.

Re: ok

[prepblaster2000]

i know you call back, but the time you say you will call back is always well before when you actually do, and i dont care that u drink with your freinds, thats fine cool go out and have fun, but when i talk to u in the begining of the week its always, yea ok we can hang out, and then saturday its like, yes we can hang out later tonight, and then its like, i cant hang out beacuse im wasted and my dad cant find out so i have to stay in my room, and its every weekend except that first one that i saw you, and im not pissed off....but i dunno you can make me feel pretty crapy sometimes you say you dont replace me with a bottle, but then you forget about me when u start drinking, beacuse you forget about the fact that when your fucked up we cant hang out unless your parents arent home. sometimes i just feel ignored and ive felt it all my life and i'm pretty freakin tierd of it, i hoped that you would make me feel accepted, wanted, cared for and loved.....i just feel forgotten

Re: ok

[blinkurmom182]

TRUST ME- u are loved and cared for and deffinetly wanted! because this happens twices doesnt mean were never going to hang out again, and you know we have all summer, i hate it when i make people mad, but somehow it happens alot, and im sorry. dont think that no one cares for you because even though your parents are bastards doesnt mean theres no one there.and just to let you know.. even if we dont hang out and i drink... your the person i want most with me. dont get dissapointed because you KNOW i didnt mean anything.
wow long comments..

-hasta lavesta

Re: ok

[prepblaster2000]

i know you didnt mean anything baby, trust me i know, and i never said i wasnt loved or cared for, you just made me feel that way, and i dunno weve been together for like a month and a half and three weekends out of that have been that reason...its just frustrating i havent really been with you in forever, is there anytime we could just be alone together like watch a movie or something, i should just pick you up and you can come over sometime this weekend, if you want, but dont say yes unless u mean it