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As often as I've used the word, I don't believe that I have ever truly hated another person. I believe hate to be too big of a word to worry about its misuse--it can't really be pinned down no matter what, so I say use it if it makes you feel better, as long as you're not hurting anyone else. However, I can now use it with full integrity; not for ( Read more... )

i'm just so tired and that's all i have to say.

( i love her soooo much )

More than anything, other than the obvious of wishing this never happened at all, I wish I had seen them. I wish I had a face. A mental picture of the person (people?) I wish death on would make a world of difference in the feeling avenged department. I was always the one who said I would never let this happen. Not to us, not while I was there, ( Read more... )

( MY KIND of quiz plus two pictures behind here )

http://women.msn.com/1190352.armx?GT1=6559

Could someone please go back in time 20 years and send this article to my dad?
Or just send it to him now as a sort of sarcastic spotlight on his lifetime of mistakes?

Thaaannksss ♥

new layout.

okay, i'm actually going to take a shower now. really.

[i think it's better for all involved, myself included, that i don't have two days off in a row.]

it seems that the hour and a half following whenever i wake up each morning is the only time i feel truly at [mental] peace throughout the whole day ( Read more... )

i can't permanentely get away from this.
it's just not possible.

i can try and try and try with all my might,
and even get a little better for a little while.
but i inevitabaly slip back. always. there's just no way.

sometimes i wonder if my brain will ever follow a normal thought process ever again.
and today i'm thinking no.