Comments | blau_skies: Constellation 009 // Sparks

blau_skies

Constellation 009 // Sparks

Feb 08, 2009 16:58

I don't know what it is about watching the sunset, but it makes me feel a bit nostalgic, somehow.

I get the odd feeling that... something should be happening, but I am never sure of what. I feel like I should be working on something, but I have no idea of what that might be ( Read more... )

lol wrote in the wrong journal, -p/raise, -bastet, waxing nostalgic, -oath, -renae, pensive, -lucy, -fullmetal, -fallen

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felinemystique February 9 2009, 02:15:24 UTC

That sounds...incredibly frustrating.

blau_skies February 9 2009, 03:18:33 UTC

It is--

[The writing rather suddenly cuts off.]

Ah! I thought I had written this in my personal journal. My. I'm glad it wasn't something embarrassing.

It is, a bit. A bit like trying to remember a dream. A normal dream.

Trying to remember something around here is like trying to herd ants.

felinemystique February 9 2009, 03:41:06 UTC

Ah. No harm done, though.

That's an interesting choice of analogy; the Tree was being attacked by giant ants the day I was born.

sauntersthrough February 9 2009, 03:43:37 UTC

Really?

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lemonshine February 9 2009, 02:53:16 UTC

Does it have anything to do with your rockets, Sky?

blau_skies February 9 2009, 03:20:21 UTC

I wonder sometimes. I've built from that diagram I drew over and over, but I feel that I'm missing something, somehow.

lemonshine February 9 2009, 03:26:53 UTC

Like what? Maybe you need a second opinion.

blau_skies February 9 2009, 03:35:01 UTC

Perhaps?

I'm not sure. I don't feel like that's all of it. I don't understand why I have this need to build them.

It's almost like a marrow-deep hunger. It's for a reason, but I have no idea what that reason is.

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rustyarmor February 9 2009, 03:00:13 UTC

Maybe if you start with working on something small, you'll figure out what it is you want to do?

blau_skies February 9 2009, 03:23:01 UTC

I do hope it turns out like that, but I feel like I've hit a bit of a brick wall in my mind. Something just doesn't want to give.

I'll remember small things here and there, but usually not until I find myself saying it.

sauntersthrough February 9 2009, 03:01:33 UTC

I feel like that all the time.

blau_skies February 9 2009, 03:25:03 UTC

I wonder if you have left something important behind.

sauntersthrough February 9 2009, 03:38:03 UTC

Haven't we all?

blau_skies February 9 2009, 03:40:34 UTC

Perhaps not all of us.

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artistic_spaz February 9 2009, 03:34:43 UTC

That's really annoying, isn't it? I've had the same nagging feeling, but no idea what that means. Ugh. But you know, the harder you try to find out, the more it might slip away. So...focus on something else, and maybe it will come to you?

blau_skies February 9 2009, 03:57:33 UTC

... spiderwebs.