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[blatentartistry]

today i got really excited about the future. i realized that i need to get my shit together though. i mean seriously, what have i been doing? at least i'm realizing this sooner rather than later, even though i do only have a year and a half left of high school. though i'm hoping that that's enough time to salvage my grades and get involved with

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[megaraptorzz]

alenna!!! it's really good to hear you say that. i want you to be able to go to whatever school you decide is best for you.

today was really really fun and i have to say that i am so glad we are such close friends. i don't know how i would function without you.

dont be too hard on yourself. do finish your classes though! as for a job...we'll go work somewhere together this summer, and community service....well....i seriously think you should intern at that summer camp with me. it's super easy and you get to be downtown all day and go to art media!

[white_ibis]

ALENNA!

your entries are so fucking hilarious to read... i love you!

and i hope you have fun with those markers... i once had a set like that, and by god it was amazing! Draw a picture of DCAS... ooo fun!

LOVE YOU!

[badpopsicle6]

haha yea... I mean college has it's downsides... you miss your friends alot, you miss Oregon alot (I mean seriously... life without Powell's and weird Portland people? my life is incomplete...), and it's kind of a crapshoot for most people as to whether you love or hate it. But either way... don't worry! If you realize now what you want and just truly work your butt off, you'll get it. I had no idea what I wanted when I was in highschool so I just didn't really care enough to try hard to get into colleges, and so I DIDN'T and ended up at UO. But then I was like, "FUCK i'm miserable... maybe I should figure out what I want now." So I did, and I worked my ass off, and much pain and suffering later, got into Cornell where I still work my ass off but for much worse grades in alot colder weather... but at least I'm not miserable

[thosetables]

Alenna: "I'm hoping that that's enough time to salvage my grades and get involved with enough things so i can appear somewhat well-rounded."

Ryan: "Well good for you Alenna! Way to be!"

The Next Day

Alenna: *Stays home and sleeps all day*