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[another fucking year]

Aug 07, 2007 22:33

it's my birthday on friday ( Read more... )

Comments 7

real_bethy August 8 2007, 13:03:45 UTC

i hope that this is the last birthday that i have.

G-d forbid. What would I do without you, Corey? If you died, my heart would be broken forever. I really like to think that you care about me enough to not destroy me at such a young age. Not to mention the fact that I would dig up your corpse, re-animate you and then kick the living crap out of you!!!

Birthdays right after break-ups are hard. I broke up with Warren two days before my birthday. I was content to just lay in bed and await death, but fortunately, you and Lindsay and Patrick were there for me.

You are strong, Corey. You may not realize it, but you are. You are going to get through this. I hope that your new job puts you square on the path to happiness and recovery.

I hope you have a hundred and eighteen more birthdays!

blank_page August 8 2007, 19:30:54 UTC

sorry. 364 days of the year i don't feel this way. but that one day i feel it, i really feel it. i hope that makes sense.

just looks like yesterday was one of those days.

clayven August 8 2007, 19:08:34 UTC

HEY MAN, IT'S NOT COOL TO GIVE UP ON ANYTHING THAT MATTERS TO YOU, EVEN IF IT MEANS THAT YOU HAVE TO SUFFER FOR IT FOR A REALLY LONG TIME. DON'T EVER STOP MOVING FORWARD AND DON'T EVER ASSUME THAT THERE IS ONE GREAT EQUALIZER THAT IS RESPONSIBLE FOR YR HAPPINESS. IT COMES FROM WITHIN YOU DUDE, YOU HAVE TO CULTIVATE THAT SHIT FROM THE INSIDE OUT.

(((!!!)))

mikey

blank_page August 8 2007, 19:31:00 UTC

sorry. 364 days of the year i don't feel this way. but that one day i feel it, i really feel it. i hope that makes sense.

just looks like yesterday was one of those days.

clayven August 9 2007, 01:28:21 UTC

don't be sorry. i would rather know than not know, but if you put it up here and out there, then i am going to comment on this, you'd better believe it man.

you are always allowed to have yr days, just expect the people who love you to respond with alarm. that's some heavy shit.

(((!!!)))

mikey

blank_page August 9 2007, 01:30:54 UTC

i know. i should keep this shit in my head i guess.

thanks for the concern, but it's not needed.

jam soon? friday is my birthday, so i dunno about then...

Baby stevillaundry August 8 2007, 21:56:48 UTC

Remember, I told you that if I have baby on your birthday, you'll get a kicking, screaming gift, that I'm sure you'll just "love" (until it barfs on you, which will likely be immediately).

Huzzah.