and it is so lonely. it's wierd coming back home after the new life I've made for myself out in Nashville. The same friends are still here but they are different and they have their new friends and new ways. I keep wanting to pick up the phone to see what the girls are doing or see where Richard or Jhan or Dugger are but they are so far away now. I ( Read more... )

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Long time no see...hmmm...where to begin. So this semester has been crazy busy, I mean i've just got the hardest schedule ever! pfft ( Read more... )

i will kill her. i became so small and un-noticed. she came from no where and from no one. and then you did it. right in front of my face as if i didn't even exist. and it was with such a great smile. my heart fell out of my chest and i continued walking as a zombie. they laughed in my face as the terror crept out of my body and i screamed with ( Read more... )

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We sit in our little compartments. I look out on the world as I am plugged into my own reality where I think no one can see me. I watch those that are around me in their simple movements. Their conversations of everyday life continue but all I see are the lips moving that they speak with. I imagine in my head what could be said. Do they notice as I ( Read more... )

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my body is wearing down. you are wearing me down. i'm tired of trying. i'm tired of putting myself out there when I know I'm in no condition to do so and end up worse than I started. I can't make things right because you simply shun me. I do what you want when you want even though I know good and well its not time and I am put down for it. Thats ( Read more... )

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