Things seem to be going okay. It seems to me that alot of people around me or my friends are either depressed, possibly hurting ( Read more... )

Wow! I can't believe that it's already 2005. Where in the fuck did the year go? My night last night was awesome and I'm sure that Sean and Brandon are going to want to hear about it but...after I left Brandon's house I went to my boyfriends and we watched a movie that we rented from blockbuster. Just in time the movie was over five minutes before ( Read more... )

SUGARCULT ( Read more... )

HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS ( Read more... )

FALL OUT BOY ( Read more... )

I see a face in my dreams, a face that I recognize not to be the one I once loved. A simple phone call to say hello, a busy signal is what I get. Can't you see that I'm trying? I want to make you understand where I'm coming from yet my efforts seem useless. If you could only accept me for who I am and what I am I see things working. My dearset past ( Read more... )

Well today is Christmas if you all haven't noticed. I've been here in West Palm Beach with my family. I'ts been fun. And out of all seriousness...it's in friggin BFE! lol. But yea. I can't believe this but I won $4 on a scratch off! It was exciting to me. And Mike if you read this...I'm not mad at you I even tried to call but got the answer machine ( Read more... )

Life has flaws and things become more difficult, struggle to contain sanity and keep what's rightfully yours. Begging to scream and wanting to cry, holding onto whats no longer close, grasping something new. Beautiful and honest, a heart made of gold and so true. As days go by an expectant of a broken heart to mend, with stitching I'll make it new ( Read more... )

Shattered hearts like waves crashing against the rocks, grasping on it's hard to give in. Pain for love, our existence unknown. Watching I catch a glimpse of you, wanting to have is as hate, easily taken in by repetative pesistence. Do you speak or use the resistance to bare a guilty concience, in constant hysteria, steppimg back to watch what you ( Read more... )

I see your face, an illusion from my imagination, almost believing it to be real, turning around I watch you walk away. Can you hear my pain? The physical insanity I've driven myself to, this isn't how I want things to be. Everyday the hurt comes back, messing with my mind, confusion inside, heart blinded by whats been hidden. Humiliation ( Read more... )