not visible to Adel or my other self. yes, I locked this to myself. good plan.

[blackjack777]

Well. Two Knights have come into the Dreamworld and kept me company. And two Knights have left, been rescued and returned to relative safety and happiness.

And yet, here I sit. Still.

I feel really forgotten. I mean, it seemed like everyone was in such a rush to get Selphie back, and Quistis was only here for a couple of days.

It's been weeks

Comments

[still_king]

Don't apologize, Locke. I don't like the thought of you lingering there any more than you do though I've heard nothing on updates as to what we're planning in terms of rescue. I'll do my best to find out, idleness never set well with either of us.

[blackjack777]

It sucks that my life is practically in the hands of people I hardly know. I haven't seen Zell in a long time... I'm starting to wonder if even he's forgotten about me. Had his birthday and then goes back to whatever's more important...

I can trust you though. Get me out of here. I don't care how... I can't stand it anymore.

[still_king]

I don't know Zell that well (at all, really) though given what I saw of him in Figaro, I doubt it.

If I knew how, I would have done so the moment I was aware of your situation. I will see what more can be done though, before your bitterness grows to the size of my ego. Can't have that...

[blackjack777]

I don't like being bitter, Edgar! I really don't! But I can't help it... you and Terra... you're the only ones who care. I... I don't know anymore. I just want out, whatever way I can.

[loaded_dice]

Locke, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to ignore you, but, when I heard about Quistis, I guess everything else just escaped me. That doesn't mean that I don't care. I know that I was wrong, but, well, I can be an idiot. You know as much. Anyway, I promise that I'll do what I can to help you and, before long, I know that you'll be back where you belong.

...just be prepared since I will have a few words to say to you for making me carry you around then vanishing on me.

[blackjack777]

I know... Setzer, I'm just depressed. You would be too if you had no one for company but your own voice.

Is Quistis well, by the way? She didn't seem to keen on seeing you when she was here...

[loaded_dice]

Yea, I can see how you'd be depressed being alone with yourself; I'd offer to visit, but I'm not so familiar with the workings of the Dreamworld. Still, the offer stands, you know.

Quistis seems to be alright. She's safe back at Garden, but the bond still stands...we just don't know who the Sorcerer--or Sorceress--is yet. As soon as they know that, well, we'll have to see, I guess. As to being keen on me, well, I deserve it. Still, she got in a few whacks and I'll be sure to grovel accordingly once I can do so properly---even if certain Kings'll doubtlessly revel in watching it.

[blackjack777]

She likes banana splits. Maybe that'll help.

Locke

[combatking]

I'm sorry, Locke. I really am. Sezja says she has a plan. I said I wouldn't let you down though and I won't.

I promise.

Zell

[blackjack777]

I know, Zell... I just hate being so helpless and not being able to take care of this myself. Never really particularly enjoyed trusting my life to other people especially ones who take so long to do anything especially those I don't know very well.

I guess I just miss you is all. Hurry it up, would ya?

Locke

[combatking]

On our way already.

Zell

[blackjack777]

Thank you. Maybe with what Sezja suggested, I'll be able to do more than just sit on the sidelines.

Locke

[combatking]

Not Zell, no. I don't believe we've met... Um, I'm Sezja, Zell's really poor excuse for a Guardian. Er, hi?

Look, I have an idea. It's easier to break a bond when a Sorceress is watching it if there's a Guardian junctioned to the reluctant Knight. We can kinda... relieve the pressure as it were. Lady Luck did it for Selphie. But, since, um, you're not from this world and you don't have a Guardian... That would explain why the last time went so badly. We didn't know, I'm sorry.

Look, what I'm trying to say is this: Since Zell's so very attached to you (and he IS mister, don't give me none of that "he's forgotten about me!" shit) and I'm his Guardian I'll do it.

In fact, I'd rather do it than let anyone else try.

Sezja

[blackjack777]

Really? I would be very honoured... I'm afraid I have no idea how this all works though. What's it like to be junctioned? And what do I do... once that's happened?

Will I finally be able to stake a claim on my own body?

[manticore_11]

Um.. sorry to interupt, but is this some sort of serious coded journal, or are all of you role-playing ff chars? I found this on an intrest search..

[iamleaper]

Hi! I'm the owner of this journal.

Yes, we are all Role-Playing Final Fantasy characters. You may recognize this journal as belonging to Locke Cole from FFVI. We're not mentally insane... much... at least, not enough to code our journals in such a way!

This is part of the RP ff_experiment, if you're interested!

[manticore_11]

Hmm, I did find it looking for journals with the intrest "Locke Cole" (By far my favorite ff char ever!) Thanks for filling me in on what was going on. I began to read it and got very confused. This seems interesting, I'll probably check up on it every once in a while if you don't mind.

[iamleaper]

Sure! The story of Locke is a little confusing though. And, definitely, impossible to understand through this journal... heh. If you want to know his story for this RP, feel free to IM me (AIM name in profile). I love talking about Locke!