ISO 9001 ( Read more... )

Whatever I am, it's never enough
And now I'm just about to give up
On everything I thought I wanted
Just to get out of this cycle

Day after day repeated the same
My lingering thoughts all that remain
Of dreams I thought I needed
Just to get out of this cycle

Even in sleep I cannot escape
This horrible longing penetrates
With pain I knew I deserved
Just to ( Read more... )

Ow Ow Ow Ow Ow ( Read more... )

I got really really really wasted last night, woohoo!

And all for only 20 bux. Man I love knowing bartenders.

I hope I didn't offend anyone I called :).

Existential Peanut Butter

Alone, cold, damp, sleepless
Walk around, sit down, lay for awhile
Get up again to stare at the sight I've seen
So many times before, a fridge...
Within is the same sight I've seen
Days pass as I look
I forget the endless problems that plague
And just stare
There's nothing to eat, nothing to drink
Within the fridge is an empty ( Read more... )

Oscar had to go back. He wasn't listening to me and that was dangerous for him. I didn't want him to run off in a strange area to him, or possibly be hit by a car. It's ok though, I know he was miserable being away from the other dogs. I don't know how a dog can be left alone by itself. I think I'd have to have 2 to keep eachother company.

The ( Read more... )

Yesterday I picked up Oscar from my parents and brought him out to my place to live for the week to see if Kelly can handle the dander and whatnot. He doesn't shed all that much, so I hope things go well in that respect. I'm excited to have a dog. It's nice to have a companion all the time. He's sitting in my lap right now, and he slept at the ( Read more... )

Today was the day I've been waiting a year for. Profit-sharing day. I got my check. And let me tell you... I had prepared myself for the abosolute minimum I could expect. This based on what I got last year after having only worked 2 months for the company, and the fact that this year has been up and down considering the volume of sales and the new ( Read more... )

I'm alive... I think. Do I want to be? Who knows. Fear is the mind killer. There is no spoon. Find your power animal, and slide. Cellar Door. You have no power over me. D-Fens!

Ugh, lookat my brain... it's movie mush. feh.

Time, to die.

So I haven't gotten a lot of sleep lately, so I'm somewhat in a perpetual daze which is highlighted by lack of concentration or motivation. Both of which I need for completing some of the many goals I've set for myself. I think I better find a way to compensate. Last night I got to sit at the T'wolves opening game in IBM's box suite. We got free ( Read more... )