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[blackbird__fly]

You'd think the grades I've been getting would be motivation to do my homework right now, when I have all this spare time... but I am just feeling so done with everything that I don't even care anymore.
I'll find a new dream job when I flunk out of school. One that doesn't involve calculus, or chemistry, or interpreting depositional environments.

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[gregariousmstar]

you're still my smart grrl hon. i know u r smrt.

*kiss*

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[blackbird__fly]

thanks, doll. I know I am smart, I just am upset that I thought I finally figured out what I wanted to do with myself and I can't actually do it. It just never occurred to me, that I might not be able to... it sucks, you know? I feel so completely DONE with school, but now what will I do with myself that doesn't involve more school? Or more disappointment?

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[spill_the_wine]

Don't give up. Get a tutor. I have spoken to so many people who say they or their kid had an awful, awful adjustment to science courses after transferring from arts. If it's what you want to do, there is a way to do it.

Do you ever consider photography? I am always amazed that people overlook the thing they are really good at, as though it could never be a career choice. Uncle Ken has commented several times on your unique eye, and how good your stuff is.

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[blackbird__fly]

It's too late now; I'm pretty sure the government won't want to give me any more money if I fail another class this term, and as if I can afford it on my own.

I dunno. I really don't think I am that good, and there are 1759215652 people out there who want to be photographers, many of them better than me.