Mmm, so today started out pretty interesting...let's take you through play by play. Didn't get to bed till 5 knowing that I had to get up around 12 if I wanted to see my boyfriend today before practice. So I set my alarm for 11:30. Rob decided to call me at 10 telling me I needed to call all the guard girls and tell them they need to come to ( Read more... )

Yea so, today was pretty dull. Nothing big, except a lot of shit went down.  Now I'm just chillin with Kevin and Lukens.

Highlights of the day: Seeing Kevin (of course) and LAGUNA BEACH!!! I miss the first 15 minutes, and I was soooooo mad at myself. Good lord, I couldn't believe I had been talking about the first show of the whole season since the ( Read more... )

ATTENTION: Due to Sarah's pussy, bitch-ass mood, the previous entry should be completely voided.

So I call him back and apologized (taking Anna's advice) and he took it so well and didn't even want to accept the apology (fuck Anna for always being right :o)...or just because I am extremely attracted to her). Not much else to say.

Not gonna go into ( Read more... )

What the fuck is wrong with me? I sit here and have one of the best days of my life with most possibly the first people to make me laugh like I did ALL day long and I'm sitting here now in one of the worst, weird moods ever being a bitch to my boyfriend who's already had a bad day. What in the HELL is going on with me? Not sure if I'm more upset ( Read more... )

So, I'm pretty much fed up beyond belief. There's so much I want to say and I just can't get it out. I guess I'm just trying to stop something that can't be stopped. Who knows? I'm at least gonna try, you know.

Today was full of events. Hung out with pam and ray over in her pool, then went over to hang with the band kids at Keith's. Reality slap ( Read more... )

Well, every great things has it's downfall right?

Of course.

Yeah, well, not gonna get to into it...basically I'm having an internal battle with myself. I can't decided whether I'm too uptight or whether being who I am is fine and I should be swayed any other way.

I really just, don't want to get into it.

On a lighter note...

hmmm

I'm done for ( Read more... )

Just to let you know, the people who read my Lj that also read Anna's and saw her entry a couple of weeks ago that said that The Blood Brothers were really hard to listen to.....I TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY AGREE. That was probably the worst shit I have ever listened to. I really just, can't talk about it. Listening to The Blood Brothers makes me want ( Read more... )

Alright, so I tried to update on my computer yesterday and it definitely didn't work. I hate it, so much. Let's try this again and I will try once more to fill you in the the great events of the past week:

Hung out with Anna since a lot since the Fourth of July when we hung out at Kevin's for a while, chilling in the pool and all that till Lukens ( Read more... )

Yea, so today was definitely a really big low. Not sure what it was but it was just really bad. Actually I lied, I know exactly what it is. It was a mixture of the past coming back to haunt me, the future scaring the hell out of me, and the present being a complete slum. I felt so incredibly disgusting today about my whole life. Physically, ( Read more... )