[Action, evening of November 13th]bullet_danceNovember 13 2011, 06:42:41 UTC
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She had been walking Sol back home when that horrible feeling set in; that horrible feeling of emptiness she's been getting for weeks and weeks now.
It was something she could ignore at first. Maybe. Why hasn't she let herself tell anyone this? Deep down, she can feel herself beginning to regret these actions. Noel can feel a sinking feeling worse than she's ever felt before during these episodes. Something was wrong... lost, even.
Missing.
She lets herself in, unhooking Sol's leash and letting him roam free in the house as she stays behind, back hard-pressed against the door.
[Action, evening of November 13th]bullet_danceNovember 16 2011, 16:20:25 UTC
It's just--if I don't know what the problem is, then it really could all be in my head. [...but noel, you always say it's nothing and let it be until it's TOO LATE]
[Action, evening of November 13th]black_onslaughtNovember 16 2011, 17:00:34 UTC
[Ragna knows that little detail of pushing it off until it's too late. He's done it himself so many time sin Luceti, it's painful to look back on it. Noel shouldn't have to do it again, either.]
Let's just assume it's not for now, got it? For the sake of discussion here.
[Action, evening of November 13th]black_onslaughtNovember 17 2011, 22:32:32 UTC
[That's... odd. She's not that airheaded, is she?] You haven't been stuck in this place that long, have you? Shouldn't start forgetting stuff back home.
She had been walking Sol back home when that horrible feeling set in; that horrible feeling of emptiness she's been getting for weeks and weeks now.
It was something she could ignore at first. Maybe. Why hasn't she let herself tell anyone this? Deep down, she can feel herself beginning to regret these actions. Noel can feel a sinking feeling worse than she's ever felt before during these episodes. Something was wrong... lost, even.
Missing.
She lets herself in, unhooking Sol's leash and letting him roam free in the house as she stays behind, back hard-pressed against the door.
She doesn't say anything.]
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I... sort of... wrote about this before.
I-It's kind of like having this weird feeling of emptiness. Have you ever had that before?
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Not a damn bit. [Not that he'll ever admit to, and he doesn't even particularly care. Emptiness? Never. Probably just an abundance of anger.]
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Maybe this really is all in my head, then.
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Let's just assume it's not for now, got it? For the sake of discussion here.
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For the sake of discussion, then, I've been having issues with something that I can't even pinpoint.
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Have you tried thinking long and hard about... whatever it might be?
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...ah.
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There's other things, too, like-- i-if I try to think about the Academy, I just... can't.
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