Grrrrrr

[black_betty1]

Comments

[mistressshannon]

hugs, I completely understand how you are feeling.
This year is almost over , so lets both wish for a better new year.
I'm always here as your friend I know I have not made it out , but this has been the roughest year we have had in alonggg time.
But that does not change that fact that Mike and I both care :)

Shannon

[black_betty1]

Thanks girl. Yeah I miss the both of you very much and always invote you guys whenever i have an event or suaret' im throwing. I am always sad when you guys cant show but i understand, and hope that next year will be a little easier and more fruitful then this one has been. I am stuck in a rutt, and have never been one up on "stagnation" of any kind in my life. I feel lower than i ever have in my life and no amount of running will suffice im afraid.

Re: Shannon

[mistressshannon]

well just know you have us that care and if things don't work out up there just come home and start new.

[purgatori_vixen]

I agree with MissShannon here if things dont work out I know from the friends you have here you have a HOME here in FL.
I do hope things work out and Im sure it will.
I defy say take a chance and continue with your idea to go to Chicago, life is all bout chances!
Much love hun!
MUAH

OR....

[pandora_paradox]

She could come home to her loving Cynnie......

you ALWAYS have a place here my darlin'

And you KNOW this.....

I will try and call you later.......love you sooooooo

awwww

[black_betty1]

thanks, yeah i just feel like i have done my thing in florida for now and would LOVE to go experience somewhere new and fresh. Im always down for an adventure, but theres some emotional support that i need when im doing this that friends sometimes cannot provide. as mjuch as they love you, you need someone there that claims to love you and encourages you that what you're doing is right. sometimes i dont feel that. i know my decision to move here for my family was right but to live where im at maybe wasnt that right after all. grrrrr

Re: awwww

[pandora_paradox]

That's it...I'm leaving M....catching the next flight to NC and I'm gonna sweep you off your feet....lol...

I love you, you hot Bitch you.....

Sorry for all the B.S. you are dealing with......

xxxooo
C