W0ULD Y0U ( Read more... )

Okay..I've got so much settled..I feel like a new person *stretches arms out* ahhh... the thing is, you see, i settled things with chris...I thought that him being with sara would have killed me..but honeslty..it makes me feel great! i guess i just feel like i know where i stand! Friends First is always my rule..so I'm not upset about us not being ( Read more... )

~Love ( Read more... )

Okay...If it rains today..all of lunch..Then He's worth fighting for...If it stops raining during lunch, at all..then I need to wait it out..

*is pondering* hmm..so...If I should get what I want..then...I should fight for him..*evil smirk* So what exactly is he trying to tell me? Is this part of his plan to teach me self respect and confidence? Well he best watch out becuase I'm going to fight for his love..some things are worth waiting for..but the best things are ussually worth ( Read more... )

and if i had a night alone, i'd tear through all of my pain. Ban from all my tortures and once a life became. Worlds of two collide crashing every sould inside and tears fall breaking down my wounds... Cry because it feels so good... try to see you through but somehow im just down a little harder...cuz dreams are real and i can feel you under the ( Read more... )

Okay so I was talkin to mah Chris this morning and I kinda pushed the fact that he smelled like smoke, once again. Its kinda crazy..cuz I almost don't care. But, I AM alergic to it.. Oh what do I care, he's too perfect for me to care..I couldn't see a flaw in him if he was the biggest druggie in the world..*sigh*...OH the pain and horror of love.. ( Read more... )

as much as i am here for everyone..nobody seems to want to listen to me..when i most need a freind.. i dont ever have one... I'm depressed and hurt..and i have nobody to talk to..so i post it in a journal..type out my feelings..like that works..i guess it helps a little..but without somone who actually cares, there's no point

I dream about you all through the night wishing I could hold you tight and I dream this dream of us together and sing my song so seldomly sweet. Listen with your heart I’m hearing what you say. I hear your voice at night whispering to me. Let me live in you and burn like the fire in my eyes. Show me that you feel the way I do.

The way you move me I love to feel. the heart in my soul is beating so rulely. it takes over my mind and touches me sweetly and I love what I’m feeling. you hold me in your arms and I have nowere to hide and I seek you and I feel you and I’m in love with you this time.