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[bjerk919]

You lie so much I can't even keep up anymore.

Please make it stop. How can I still love him, how can I still want to be with him?

Why is it that I find myself going to my wedding ring and slipping it on? It is heavy on my hand and I miss it so much.

Goddanm can things just get fucking better instead of staying this way?

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[kraftygal]

Girl, what is happening???
You okay?

[bjerk919]

I seperated from my husband in March and am now living 7 hours away from him. He came to visit this weekend and he completely wrecks me everytime I see him.
I'm trying to let go and it is harder than I ever imagined.

[kraftygal]

Oh honey, I am so sorry! Hang in there and if you need anything, let me know...

[bjerk919]

Thanks sweetie. I hope things with you go well too, I recall seeing sometihng about you going back to FL for a bit.

[xprettyxinpink1]

watch your [regular] mail box hun :)

[bjerk919]

Thanks sweetie :)

[xprettyxinpink1]

you're welcome :) it's nothing big, but i hope it'll make you smile :)

[xprettyxinpink1]

haven't seen any recent posts from you lately..was thinking about you today wondering how you were doing..did you get my card?

hope to hear from you soon <3

[bjerk919]

Thank you for the sweet card :) I haven't updated much. I got my divorce papers in the mail last night and had to medicate myself to go to sleep I was crying so much.
I just don't understand why I am so upset over something that wasn't good for me.
I'm recovering I know but the process is super sucky for me.

It was nice to have happy mail tho, thanks again.

[xprettyxinpink1]

anytime babe..<3 if you ever need to talk- call me..937-441-9375..I know what you're going through so I'm always willing to lend you my ear :)