It's beyond fucked up.

Mar 22, 2004 22:38

The more I think about it... the more I fucking realize...

I had no idea Jackie and Joel were together when he cheated on her w/ me. He lied to me and told me he wasn't.

but, It was well known that Joel and I were together when Joel cheated on me with Jackie...

That keeps going through my mind... Maybe I should rethink my last post.

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fabulousjacklyn March 22 2004, 21:05:37 UTC
Tasha, I cant tell you how sorry I am. I know I've said it a million times before and I'll say it again and again. You have to believe me when I say I never wanted to be a part of something like that. What I was going through at the time and the way I felt about him made it even harder. I feel completely discusted with myself and I admit I am a terrible fucking person for that too. Things just kind of happened and I wish they didn't.

Your such a better person than me because you would never do what I have done.

I feel shitty now and I hope you can look past everything.

I hope you are doing well. Please call me and let me know whats up. I'd really like to talk to you about stuff. 290-2605 or my cell # is 608-2630.

-Jackie

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facethechange March 23 2004, 04:39:14 UTC
I can't stop thinking that this tragedy was somehow brought on by myself. Nevertheless it was for the better, despite the betrayal and sorrow that lingers in your heart. Stay strong and stay smart. Temptation is only tempting when you want it. And whatever decision you may make or come to in your mind, the truth will always be known in two out of three souls. This will not go unavenged.

Smile. It's beautiful.

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behindgreeneyez March 23 2004, 13:49:48 UTC
i know this is off of the topic from what you are were talkin about on your entry but i wanted to know how to put picture on my entry's and i have no clue how to do it sooo i thought you could help.. but if you cant explain how to do it i understand i'll just deal without but thankz for helping me if you can

Luv alwayz
Kara

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neverdieyoung March 23 2004, 16:24:08 UTC
im really sorry about your whole situation. ive been hurt deeply before too. i havent been in EXACTLY the same position as you, but one similar i guess. but i hope everything gets better for you. <3

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emokid07 March 24 2004, 12:47:04 UTC
Okay...... you're probably thinking, what the fuck is this 15 year old doing posting in my journal?? RIGHT?... right, but anyways, you can't let this bring you down, because in the end it will just hurt you more. You seem like a really cool, sweet, nice, and pretty chick-o and if some guy wants to treat you like shit, then you can do better, way better. But, I just thought I'd put my two cents in. Buh Bye.
Lindsey
add me back if you want.

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