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[billyheartsme]

i jsut so worried about her. everytime i think about it i cry. no kidding. im so...just scared, cause i feel like i lost her, and we're never going to see her again. you know, it wont be long until i have a whole new set of friends, and no one knows who im talking about anymore. and...she could be there for years. YEARS. can you even imagine that?

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[smilinonoutsd]

but shes back now.
:D

[billyheartsme]

i know! and im so happy! just relieved she's okay, you know? and like...as much as i dont want to trust it, jsut in case im wrong, i think she's for real this time. at the same itme, i want to trust her, though. so i dont know.

[smilinonoutsd]

Yeah, I know. I'm beyond scared of whether or not this time is different than all the others. But I'm hoping and praying it is.