...a lot of what you say applies to me. I mean, I have made a few posts that are.....angsty and self absorbed to say the least. Yours seem pretty candid and introspective. Anyhow, You are not the only one who clings to LJ as form of social support.
I do too. I think I spend too much time on it as it is. Anyhow, you are going to make it. I know you are dude. Just don't let your past swamp out good feelings for the future.
I've been doing that, letting memories from the past destroy my future. I can't let that bad habit come back. I've indulged in it too much.
Anyhow I have got to go. I need to check on my baboo and start the process of moving my mom out of my life. Gently, with respect, but firmly. I need my own space. Hell, I don't even know if I am going to pass and graduate. BUT I have been letting this woman interfere in my life for too long. With any luck, I'll get out of this with my sanity intact.
Oh, Bill...what to say. I do feel for you and know what you're going through (although not exactly because I'm not you). I get aggravated, too because I feel like I can't keep up in conversations. Well, it's more of me not wanting to put in the over-zealous effort to stay talking at such a high pace, especially when it's something I can't relate to or have no interest in. Just know that you're not alone and hopefully one day life in general will get better. Good luck with the job search.
<3 <3 I wish I could give you this hella insightful advice or something... you know... but... I will do what I do best when it comes to things like these:
Re: By the way...billazillaMay 1 2004, 00:50:17 UTC
Yeah, I ditched it last week. I realized the only thing I was getting out of it was lost time at work and plenty of biting criticism solely for the sake of being critical.
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I do too. I think I spend too much time on it as it is.
Anyhow, you are going to make it. I know you are dude.
Just don't let your past swamp out good feelings for the future.
I've been doing that, letting memories from the past destroy my future. I can't let that bad habit come back. I've indulged in it too much.
Anyhow I have got to go. I need to check on my baboo and start the process of moving my mom out of my life. Gently, with respect, but firmly. I need my own space. Hell, I don't even know if I am going to pass and graduate. BUT I have been letting this woman interfere in my life for too long. With any luck, I'll get out of this with my sanity intact.
BLEH!!! I ramble.
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I wish I could give you this hella insightful advice or something... you know...
but... I will do what I do best when it comes to things like these:
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