not many people read this but if your reading it and you care.. my step granfather passed away saturday morning. his name is Paul. he was part of our family for the past 17 years. he was diagnosed with cancer and ended with it spreading to three different areas. :*(well now he is not in pain anymore.. he's now walking the streets of gold with our ( Read more... )

duuuude were getting some snow tonight. that means i wont go out but i dont care because the office is on.. and so is umm the OC. lol. yea i watch that show got a problem ( Read more... )

update.. not too much. i spent like everything but 40 bucks of my 376 dollar check.. well half of it went to my loan.. but still ( Read more... )

mother of pearl i havent wrote in here in a looong time. there is soo much i have on my mind ( Read more... )

hmmm.. ham and cheese or grilled cheese and tomato????

i havent wrote anything in here lately because i now have a xanga. so go there if your interested in my wonderful life. thanks.

he asked me do i ever cry? and i said no..i dont like to feel things.. especially when it comes to myself.

i wish i could.. i really really do.

Dear God, help me to be a light to those around me that have lost hope in you.

im just posting this cause i just made it up on the notepad. here is the schedule of bands/seminars id like to check out this weekend at Purple Door. i know not everyone is going to want to see the same bands as each other. which i really dont care because i will go off myself and whoever wants to join me can. these are the bands that i ( Read more... )

lately ive been really searching for a sign from God in what im supposed to do with my life. i have been looking for things through out the days ..peoples opinions on what i should do, signs from God, listening to my own voice. im somewhat of a intuitive person. i usually rely on gut instinct. but lately ive just felt so lost.. with everything. ( Read more... )

Hello all you live journal people. i have been soaking in this hot hot heat that we have been having. speaking of hot hot heat.. i miss listening to them so i think i may put some tunes on, as i lay on the deck and read Nylon. its the denim issue its all about jeans. and whats hot for the fall. not that i can afford anyone of the Rock and Republic ( Read more... )