goodnight..

[biggestmistake9]

Good friend Josh reminded me of my dear El Jay. So, I had to write. And what a perfect night to do so, as I told Shawn not to fucking call me until he knew what he wanted. I've lost all trust in him, and in the human race in general. I just don't believe in having faith anymore, except in Jesus. God is all I can rely on these days.. and I feel like

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[ashvanity]

love you. please stay?

i miss you like crazy.

thought this might help-

[baileyballyboo]

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because that is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident."