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So, ive decided that im not gonna update anymore.. this damn site lives because depressed people gotta right down everything that depresses them.. including me ( Read more... )

I work 2 jobs
Panera Bread
Caring Call

i go to school alot

Shannon and i are through, please dont ask right now. Its not at the top of my happy list.

So ive decided to become a social outcast for awhile. I dont think ill be talking to too many people the next few days. I've got to do some soul searching. I need to find my roots. I need to be the Bub i was back in High School as apposed to the Bub i am now. In high school i was carefree. Not anymore. Im stressed out beyond all belief and Ive ( Read more... )

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Its not a survey, but i ask if your reading this to do it, because i am intrigued to see what my readers would say. It also shows who reads my posts.

thanks

I love her more than she will ever know. Shes changed me. Ive CHanged her. Mainly for the better.

But i feel like i burden her
alot
....
atleast alot more than she needs
right now
.

Ive found a few things in my life that really make me happy though simple they make my day ( Read more... )

fuck...

lots of time indeed...

i hate me

moral of this story....

play things by ear kids and dont have hope, have knowledge, hope is like a balloon being aired up in a box of needles. In that scenario, needles = reality, baloon = hope

Boundaries

Just a few for you

"on another note, sometimes i wish my grass was emo that way it would cut itself"

"I think i pooped a little"

"Its official the burger kign cup tastes better than the diet pepsi inside"

"i rock it like the baby jesus in a whore house"

"You down with A.D.D. yeah you....."

"Motherfucking Disney stole my panda"