Cotton Candy (TabiRi)

May 14, 2009 19:47

Title: Cotton Candy 
Pairing: Top/SeungRi
Author: engraved_16
Genre: Fluff, Slight humour
Summary: 4 stages Top goes through when he meets Seungri. Jealousy, Awareness, Awkwardness and finally love.

A/N: italics mean its a flashback



Introductions were short.

He was Flimsy and shaky but excreted happiness none the less.

He still remembers the way he introduced himself. Breath harsh and smile way to bright. “Hello my name is Lee Seunghyun”

He felt, more than saw the grin growing on Jiyong face, Top knew the man was thinking about what his reaction might be.

But when apathetic scampered in Jiyong’s mind a frown had been put in place.

Top flicked his gaze up and down his appearance. His stature was short, normal for someone his age. His eyes were puffy and dark circles lay underneath, and a grin so happy his whole appearance shouted cute. In spite of it all he was everything Top wasn’t (or wished) and somewhere tucked safely in his mind envy had struck.

~~

It had been a year since Big Bang debuted, and somehow his jealousy still lingered, it dispatched here and there but most of the times it was controlled and out of sight.

The Magnae had taken a liking to hanging with the leader. As annoyed as he was to admit, he was bothered by it, much to his confusion. And it was on those peaceful Thursday afternoon, Top had found out.

Sprawled on his bed writing lyrics much thumping and bumps resonated against the hallway walls, and loud cackling could be identified none other than their (weird) leader.

He ignored it for a few seconds before it started pestering him and curiosity got the better hold.

Prying his door opened he witnessed a sight of an angry magnae threatening to kill the leader if he told, repeatedly abusing his hyung against the wall. Even though Jiyong was still in a raging fit of laughter. Daesung and Youngbae had nudged their heads out the door watching in amusement.

“Seungri…Likes…Seunghyun!” Jiyong had said bursts of laughter in between. Daesung and Youngbae gaped in shock veering their gazes at a stunned Top.

Seungri having realised cursed heavily under his breath. Muttering death omens at the leader. Glancing at the eldest he pursed his lips in dismay before running off to his room.

When Top started to feel the prickles of heated stares, he regained his stupor choosing not to stay in the (stifled) silence the other members gave him. More or Less he didn’t really know how to respond.

~~~

The weeks go by since the blurted declaration, and Top can feel the envy dispersing. Even though it’s fading the appearance of awkward had replaced it.

It’s a day filled with bleak grey skies and rainy weather, it’s just those days where you feel more uncomfortable than usual.

Top collapses on the hard wood floor, legs and arms sprawled. The bass pounds hard on the dance room floor and he feels the vibration tickle his back. He stares up at the ceiling imagining he could bore holes through it with his glare.

He feels Seungri lay next to him mimicking the way the older stares at the ceiling.

The atmosphere suddenly changes and tension and awkwardness seeps in. Heaving sighs he tilts his head to look at the younger.

“Look Seungri..”

Seungri slowly turns his head to face him.

“I-…”

Top tears his gaze away immediately and looks at the ceiling again. The soft pitter patter clams (half) of his widly beating heart. He feels his stomach rock back and forward shifting uneasily, and it feels like his heart is caught in his throat. He’s rehearsed this so many times in his mind but he feels like he’s failing to answer.

“I-I..Think..”

The younger next to him sighs and Top watches him from the corner of his eyes and he misses hearing him talk. Not like they talked on a regular basis but something was better than nothing.

He steadies his view to blare of the ceiling light and he just has to squint because of it. When he opens them he feels Seungri roll closer and suddenly the younger's on top of him.

Top gapes slightly and starts stuttering before a kiss is pressed to his lips.

When Seungri pulls away there’s longing and affection in his eyes

“Hyung just be quiet” he grins, Top pinned there in a bit of shock, muttering incoherency before he’s silenced again with another kiss.

Top just has to wonder if the Magnae still would of kissed him he rejected the younger.

~~~~

It times like this when all there is, is pure.

The breezy night air livens the stillness in the sky, and he’s huddled in blanket together with his favourite Magnae. The moon lights up the darkness that wraps the earth and silence so comfortable they settle for it instead of whispering sincere I love you’s in the dark. It was times like these when everything was just so..

Perfect…

Times like this where his heart would barely make it…

This was all too sweet. There was so much fluff happening its like his heart’s being overstuffed with cotton candy. Every time it beats with a heated pulse melted sugar spills. Top can feel it, the liquid rolling down the to the pit of his stomach and swirling back up again so the process can restart.

But everything’s fine because Seungri knows

Just how much the man loves candy...


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