So....

I'm still confused. And I really don't know what to do now. Part of me says avoiding might help things. At least, until I can get my head clear. But, then the other part says Hell No. And the oddest thing is....

I don't even care if he says anything....I just like being around him...

It's time for a man to man talk, I think....

.....I broke my hand.... again.

Ignore the hole in my bedroom wall please.  Heh.

Heh. Why am I not shocked. I still don't see what the big deal about it. It's not like we were going to get married or something silly like that. We share a bed occasionally....

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I had this really bad dream about Saitou. ugh, I hate that guy.

Oh shit.  What am I going to do.  What am I doing.  What am I feeling.  It's not like I have anything to feel guilty for, but I'm still feeling guilty.  I bet Kaoru would be happy about this.  Why do I feel like I should apologize to Kenshin.  It's not like...yeah.  That would never happen.  Even if he is really girly.  I don't have to worry about ( Read more... )

That was an interesting way to wake up....

You know what's funny.  The phrase beer goggles.  I had no idea what it meant until someone at work explained it to me.  But, now I realize....I've worn those goggles quite often. Heh.
 

WOW HEADACHE. Havoc, man what happened last night.

Maaaan. I've spent way too much time inside. But, without Kenshin I feel a bit lost on what to do. Shit. What the hell is up with that?

Anyway, I got enough liquor to last, but I failed to remember to buy the food. Heh. I tend to do that, oh well.