My life's decisions so far (A sad true analysis)

[bfluker]

I am a spectre. I have been looked into and seen through. At best I present a one-dimensional persona on this plane, an easily judged, confined, static entity. this resembling a person, a half-human, at best. Many people may spend their entire lives like this, as I seem willing to do. Let me not decieve you: this is no error of birth or faulty

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nope

[dotuniverse]

I absolutely disagree. you are one of the most unique, complicated people I have ever met. you may feel empty, but I can swear that you're not. I usually don't like disputing anyone's interpretation of themselves, but in this case it is impossible for me to see you as an empty shell, even an intricately decorated one. and you are living, whether you like it or not. introspection is evidence of your choice to live. I don't believe all the bullshit people say about "truly living." being constantly aware and appreciative of life in the moment is a good practice, but I don't think it's a requirement for a full life. I don't do it, and I am DEFINITELY alive. in all senses of the word.
my preaching is basically to say that I have seen and continue to see you as incredibly alive.

verily, you speak the truth

[bfluker]

"We told Brian his whole theory was bullshit!!" shouted the other 11 personalities in the one body.
Thanks for writing to this. After reading your message, I knew that this other stuff couldn't be right. How long has it been since we met? 3 years? Allison, I have no idea how you know me as well as you do. I really don't know what to say. Only three people know me near that well and two are my closest kin. Thank you for being there. oohh, I hope Turkey is still going well. How was Kona?