it's so loud inside my head

May 03, 2011 03:19

[It had been nearly a week since Allen had returned home only for his roommate to tell him that he'd been missing for days. Honestly, most of it was still hazy in his head - there were so many things rattling around up there anymore that it wasn't entirely surprising that he couldn't make sense of what was his anymore and what wasn't. ...But he ( Read more... )

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historyandblood May 3 2011, 08:07:22 UTC
[You're catching Vampvi just as he's getting ready to flop down into his bed. He freezes mid-way through bracing his knee on the edge of the four-poster bed, and offers Allen a confused sort of look.]

[Bro, you sound awful.]

Allen?

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historyandblood May 4 2011, 19:35:04 UTC
[It should, but then.... who know that having arms around him would be a comfort, even if it isn't comfortable? It's almost like a double-edged sword, really. Get too close, and be uncomfortable. Get comfortable, and feel like being so far away.]

[So he sprawls closer, touching his nose to the hollow of Allen's throat again and nosing at it. Don't go anywhere.]

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selfdeluded May 4 2011, 19:43:30 UTC
[He knows that one well - but he's so used to having someone in the bed with him at this point that even being somewhat uncomfortable doesn't really bother Allen anyway. But he knows that's probably not the case for Lavi, still being young and on the slightly less prone to jumping people side-- that's why it surprises him a little when the redhead moves closer.

...and-- cue some very slight mental flailing. God damn it. That's... sending a very tiny thrill through him, as his fingers tighten in Lavi's shirt. O-oi. What are you doing? Quit that, you should know the neck is sensitive. >| ]

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historyandblood May 4 2011, 19:49:07 UTC
[It's almost like pushing the pleasure button, hearing that little thrill; and something, some instinct that Lavi isn't familiar with (and he finds that he doesn't care that he's unfamiliar with it) rears its head.]

[No, he doesn't know. Or, maybe he did, and he ignored it for good reasons. But he doesn't want to ignore it right now; he wants to hear that little thrill again; that bit of something that causes an excited ripple to course over his spine.]

[So if you think he's going to stop nosing, you have another thing coming; it's growing more deliberate, purposeful, like a fellow who is stepping onto uncharted territory with the purpose to stake a claim.]

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selfdeluded May 4 2011, 19:56:59 UTC
[Oh hell. This was about the last thing he expected when he knocked on that door - which, given that it's Lavi, perhaps he should have seen it coming - and Allen falters slightly, shifting away from the nose against his neck; but not before a few little thrills manage to make him shudder in the very slightest way.

He untangles his hand from Lavi's shirt, lifting it to press his fingers to his shoulder instead.]

Lavi..?

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historyandblood May 4 2011, 20:07:34 UTC
[But whatever it was Allen saw, or dreamed, it isn't on the forefront of his mind. At least, Lavi's sure it isn't; it doesn't sound that way. So whatever he's doing, it's working, right?]

[Stop. Moving. Away. When Allen moves, Lavi follows. It would be interesting to note that this is nothing about gratification for himself at all - not unless one counts how he is so interested in listening to the way Allen is squirming.]

[His shoulder rolls under Allen's fingers, and he touches his nose to the other boy's collar.]

Mm..?

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selfdeluded May 4 2011, 20:14:37 UTC
[It definitely isn't; that's the good and bad thing about being a vampire. So many damn things to make your mind wander in so little time, and Lavi? Doing this? Is definitely high up on the list of things that can so very easily distract Allen.

That's part of what he doesn't understand about it, honestly. There's intent there in the way Lavi's body sounds, but... it's a different kind of intent than usual, one he doesn't totally understand from Lavi.

Oh, that spot will definitely get him a few more of those obvious squirming sounds ♥ He pauses a moment to worry at his lower lip, trying to just... concentrate. It's too easy to get lost with Lavi, far too easy.]

Ah... why are you..?

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historyandblood May 4 2011, 20:21:31 UTC
[Why are you concentrating? Why are you thinking? He wants to ask it, but that just takes effort that he'd rather spend doing this instead. Lavi shifts, bringing himself mostly on top of Allen so as to chase after the squirming; he's moving to the other collar, as if it would matter which side he was toying at.]

Sounds...

[It sounds brilliant.]

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selfdeluded May 4 2011, 20:29:15 UTC
[Because he didn't come here for this, and he sure as hell wasn't expecting it! All he wanted when he popped up was to be close to Lavi, and this.. well, it certainly wasn't going against that, but... still! (Hah. He clearly hasn't learned not to rationalize these things quite yet.) There's a brief moment of confused surprise when Lavi practically roll on top of him, and Allen brings a hand up to the center of Lavi's back. Tipping his head instinctively at Lavi's continued nosing.

...but admittedly, he does understand the fascination with sounds. God knew how much he liked hearing them all the first time after he turned...]

...Just for the sounds?

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historyandblood May 4 2011, 20:36:52 UTC
[There's a muffled response, one that isn't very articulate, and Lavi shifts even more so that he's settled against Allen's hips.]

[Ooh~ he likes that, very much. Lavi trails his nose up the length of Allen's neck and to his ear, breathing against his hair. It's quite possible that his lips will brush the other's ear when he whispers.]

They're brilliant.

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/tags with the iphone like a boss selfdeluded May 4 2011, 20:51:15 UTC
[This was quickly turning into a situation Allen couldn't bring himself to exert any control over. It was too familiar; Lavi settled just high enough on his hips so that they weren't directly touching, a nose trailing over his throat - and Allen shivers when it brushes over the spot that Lavi used to bite him. But it had always been about this with Lavi, hadn't it? Always about the build up...

And if that thought doesn't send the biggest thrill through him yet, Allen's not sure what else will.]

Y-yeah, they... One of my favorite parts.. [Well. He's sufficiently distracted.]

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Gogogo! historyandblood May 4 2011, 21:10:30 UTC
[Always, always, and he's starting to really, really enjoy the way it sounds; the way it makes Allen squirm. It's intoxicating.]

[He's still nosing at Allen's ear, breathing against it, trying to find another thrill, just like that.]

[Distracted enough?]

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selfdeluded May 4 2011, 21:39:49 UTC
[Well, he's a particularly squirmy sprout when it comes right down to it, but this? So. Not. Helping.

That hand of his on Lavi's back trails up to the back of his neck. Won't find a very good spot where he's nosing now, sadly, though there is a slight thrill from Lavi's breath ghosting over his skin.

Oh yes. ♥ ]

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historyandblood May 4 2011, 22:23:06 UTC
[That's fine; this is about chasing, after all. You'll win some and you'll lose some.]

[Lavi is quick to catch on that he's losing, though, and so he comes back down and trails his nose along the underside of Allen's jaw. He shifts a bit to find purchase, and it frees up one of his hands to rest it on the other's chest.]

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selfdeluded May 4 2011, 22:35:12 UTC
[it isn't really a planned motion when Allen tips his head further back, swallowing thickly as he brings that hand of his up to thread through Lavi's hair as his back arches up towards Lavi's hand.]

...Lavi-- how far are you going with this? [It would be a little nice to know whether or not he was about to get laid.]

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historyandblood May 5 2011, 01:57:50 UTC
Dunno.

[And it's an honest answer. He doesn't know. All he wants to do is chase after those sounds, to make them louder, make them sing. And, perhaps, somewhere in the back of his mind, he wants to get Allen under his thumb.]

[Still, that hand on Allen's chest is slipping down, down the middle of his chest and to his stomach.]

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