the spacing is all fucked up, but i want to keep this on record. yes, this really is the only thing going on in my life. there's nothing new and good, it's just this shit.

i woke up cryin g.
i don' t know why, but i did. i woke up feeli ng like somet hing was wrong . so i went to the bathr oom, check ed out my face, i looke d okay. i took my tempe ( Read more... )

so not only do i have radiation, but somehow also managed to get a sinus infection, and mono ( Read more... )

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everyone should make and follow explicit christmas lists for a reason.

but it was a very good christmas.

i hope you all had a good one too, happy holidays!

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okay, here we go.
i'm terrified.
but i am also without other options.

time to get cut open.

tuesday - paint bedroom and clean the house up a bit ( Read more... )

i've got to get myself a pair of jeans. i tried on a pair at the mall the other day, and realized, that my legs are longer. i grew half an inch, and it's in my legs. i have to buy tall jeans now. christ ( Read more... )

our whole relationship is weaving through my head like a lurid film ( Read more... )

and float ( Read more... )