41st.]] this is the first day of the rest of your life
Okay then! I have made a pact with myself that I won't become an even worse workaholic than I already am. I mean, after missing all these curses and realising I know close to nothing about my friends, I think it should be enough. So I gave in my resignation at the hospital. I'll still be there to help when really bad curses are afoot, or when many
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Okay.
Ino...um...I have a question.
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Ya? What is it?
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...do you think...bad...teammate...sort of liking...and...uwaugh?
[ooc; She's trying to have a revelation the poor girl. Please forgive her for being BAD at it! XD]
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... What? That makes no sense, Sakura. How about using real words?
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Uff. Fine. Sai. I. ThinkImightlikehimsortofinaway.
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Huh? Really? Why didn't you say so before, then I would not have set you u-- Um. Yes... but really? Sakura's got a new crush?
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Don't, for ONE second, think this excuses you from...giving that...weird man with a beard...my name! You told him I needed a date?!
...I think. Maybe. I don't know. Gods, Greed's right, I am scared too easily.
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That's nothing wrong with being unsure, Sakura... At least you admit you like him, right??? Oh!! Going to have to get you something pretty for when you two go out on a date!
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...w-we're not going on a date! I just had that talk with Greed! He's probably...not...he doesn't even know what dates mean, dammit. I mean. He knows the dictionary's definition, but not that it entails kissing, and...eesh, come on, I couldn't ever explain it to him, let alone be gutsy and DO it.
Remember what happened the last time I fell for a teammate? Sai's the only one of the team, aside from taichou and sensei, who I haven't swooned over. Whenever that happens, I get turned down, and spend weeks being silent, and Naruto and Sasuke are already walking on eggshells around me. I don't want that from Sai.
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All you can do is try. You've grown, right? You don't need someone to hide behind anymore. Can't you see your own self worth? Sure, you're flat-chested and moody, but if anyone can teach Sai anything, it would be you! I think you need someone like him, someone that you can take your time with, and go slow, someone who won't push you around... You can either keep being afrumpy mope, or you can try and test the waters a bit...
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...that's beautiful. Not the flat-chested and moody part, but the rest. Thanks. And I think you might be right...I like...I don't know, I guess I like to feel needed, you know? And he might not need me in a romantical way, but he does need me to teach him things. Maybe that's why he's become more or less the person I spend most of the time with.
But I don't know how to test the waters.
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I know, Sakura... I also know that there is a difference between me needing you, and you being needed by some guy. As for testing the waters, why not just ask him if he actually wants to go out on a date! Go somewhere fancy! Or make him something at home and rent a movie! I don't know! You're meant to be smart. Think of something... Buy paper and draw pictures with your eyes closed, anything!
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...book smart doesn't cover this sort of situations.
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And taking a lunch break is not a date. What the heck type of a romantic are you! Gods, do I need to do everything for you?
It's called dinner. Either at a restaurant or at one of your places. It's called not being around a billion people, unless you want to go somewhere like a festival, then that's okay.
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I lost my romantic side, okay? It...ran away when Sasuke left, or something, I don't know, but I lost it. Or it's sleeping. Whatever.
What if it fails, though? You know I need to know both possible ends, so what happens if it fails?...what happens if it ends up well?
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