David moved yesterday. Jay and I helped him move and the last trip, his parents and I bonded. God I love them. Damn I'm sad... I looked over at his house from my window and starting balling. This sucks ( Read more... )

I've had a lot of anger tonight towards Kyle and our past. It kinda just came out of nowhere. Today or "yesterday" was a good day and I guess it's one of those things where things are so good now, you start to think about how shitty things really were. I don't know. I guess I have a lot of pent up resentment that our friendship didn't work out ( Read more... )

Man. Today is one of those days when memories keep flashing in my head like an ongoing movie that won't stop. I saw Tia at Micheals today and it hit me hard how much I miss her. I also saw David for 45 min. before work. We haven't hung out the past few days and even though we see eachother a lot, it still made me realize how much i've missed him ( Read more... )

Why do I like to be submissive in the bedroom but not in other parts of my life? I think it's because I like the idea of surrendering to love. Being totally comfortable with someone to just let go in the most vulnerable way-naked. I don't know. This has been another random thought of the day, thanks for not caring. lol ~peace~

10 chapter tests due in 26 days. WOOOW! I've really done it this time. Damn!

I'm ready...

I think our window-fixer man heard me masterbating today. I thought I was alone so i got my vibrator out...and ya, when i was done screaming and moaning I heard my dog bark and the door shut. Plus i got a little psychic vibe that someone was just there. Omg How embarrasing. Why does this always happen to me? lol.

I joined the YMCA swim team (masters adult) 8 days ago. It's only one night a week for an hr. but hey, it gets my butt moving. Or should i say my entire body. I still love my job. I might be failing out of college-not sure yet. :-/ I can't seem to get focused on it. and umm...my love life is coming along great. That's private tho. That's about it ( Read more... )

School is taking over my life for this week. I have a psych. quiz to make up from last semester this week, math tutoring (sick), and a math quiz all this week. I need to fit in work, other classes, Mel's moving in (3/21), and chizzle wizzle as well. Damn it, I hate it when my week gets planned for me. When responsibilities take first priority ( Read more... )

Last night was a very strange and spectacular night. Turns out Audra is friends with Matt Campbell, who I had a small crush on in high school. Wow small world. So Mel, Audra, Matt, and I hung out last night and everyone clicked with eachother ( Read more... )