i hate how people say i'm pretty when i'm really not. i don't get it. i mean, i know they're being nice and all, but i really don't think i'm pretty. ;\
People sit there and say they're my friends, but then they go and talk about me behind my back. I like #&@*(guys name...) sooooo bad. I've known him for like 6 mths and this is the first time I've gotten feelings for him. He says the sweetest things, he gave me a rose and said only for the sweetest girl. It brought a tear to me eye cause I know I'll never be able to have him... He called me beautiful and not to cry over anybody (mainly my ex). I kept telling him I wasn't beautiful cause that's why he broke up w/ me. He also told me that any guy that didn't see me as beautiful had very bad taste or was very blind...
I hate it how I can't be me around others. If I'm me, I won't be liked. I feel alone though there's always someone there for me to talk with. I watch the kids that I am like with their friends and question how I got the people I am standing with. I love this guy but he can't love me back because he doesn't know I exist. I feel my life is a parody of some stupid teen angst show, and even when something goes right, I always make it go sour. I just feel that...I've no good luck and I hope that one day I'll get what I'm asking for.
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