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[benditlikebea]

So I totally need to vent about something

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[benditlikebea]

Nope. Now he and mom are on a reformed X-Force and evidently going at it like rabbits in heat.

See?

Click here to share in my horror.

OMG. She is infuruating. And obviously I am impossible. Or she's just a bitch.

[benditlikebea]

Well... yeah that particular one is gross, agreed. But look at them! THAT'S MY MOM AND NOT BIO-DAD! TOGETHER! HEEEEERE. WTF.

I love you, too, JeePers.

[john_movinon]

That sucks. I'm sorry to hear that, Bea.

[benditlikebea]

You know, it's funny. I thought if by some crazy chance that they actually got together, I'd be happy. And I'm not happy, John. Because I'm still totally left out. I can WATCH my family be together, but I can't be IN it.

I hate that I'm so angry and that I've been so angsty lately. I just want to get back to being ME, you know? Happy, goofy, fun-loving, if not slightly naive Bea. I miss me, damnit!

[kismetandcoffee]

Well, I came over here to talk to you about Tabitha since you just up and took off in your little hissy fit, but now I have a whole lot more to say.

... Actually, just one. Not everything is about you, Beatrice.

[benditlikebea]

BITE ME, NEENA.

*is totally on the verge of tears*

[kismetandcoffee]

Kid, why do you keep DOING this? I don't get it. I try and talk to you, and we're doing okay at it, and then you just flip out on me and take off.

[benditlikebea]

MAYBE it's because talking to you like that reminds me of talking to my mom and MAYBE then I have to remind myself that you're not her and that you don't WANT to be her and it makes me angry and sad and then even more angry! YOU THINK MAYBE?