hey.......

[ben_pop_n_fresh]

hey, so for those of u who didnt know....i have been feeling shitty for a few months, like always tired, throwing up and fianting, so today i went to the doctors, he took my blood pressure abd told me it was dangerously low, then i had a blood test.....we'll see what happens there, then he told me off for cutting myself, and told me to eat more

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[hyper_chondriac]

you cut yourself? hmm. silly.

i hope you're ok though. xx

[hyper_chondriac]

anemic. i think.

i kinda have that.

[_headlikeahole]

ben man, does cutting yourself actually make you feel any better? seriously. if you want to let your anger out just punch me or stab me or something.

cheer up.

x

[haunted_mirror]

hmm Ben ude, im not gonna dictate on cutting im still there ive been there myself, but you dont need to do it. just. think of uhm. killing some random Charv. like. cutting through te soft flesh under their chin, then reaching up and pulling the windpipe out, hearing it crack as it goes. oooo.

Hope all is well. .x.x.

[_all_for_you_]

HAY BEN!

I noticed you've been down for ages. And I also now the cutting thing and how you feel. Damn were all so goff. I also know how scared you are about your results. I'm sure you're really not going to die. And well done for going to the docs. :)

You know where I am, if you ev0r wanna chat, even if it's about avril (Y)

Take care sweetie <3 .x.