Conflicted moments

[belovedlistener]

 Sometimes I think I'm almost where I need to be in life. I think I've almost cleared my head enough, that maybe I have a sense of direction, of purpose, of meaning. That I've come to terms with who and what I am, mind, body, and soul, and that it's everything I was meant to be. I want so badly to believe that we are where we're meant to be, that

Comments

[inflationary]

sometimes things just seem like crap, and sometimes they seem the opposite of that. it's just your perspective. neither is right or wrong, I think. I also think it's pretty impossible to tell whether you've done or are doing the right thing. you just have to do what you think is going to work out the best for you and trust yourself. hey, according to the videos: it gets better. I for one am trusting in that.

[belovedlistener]

Yes, if I was a gay teenager, those videos would be super reassuring. As I am neither gay nor a teenager, nor am I being bullied or hated on by society, I'm pretty sure the standard 'it gets better' doesn't really apply to life as a whole for the rest of the world. I do appreciate your attempt to spread life optimism, though. <3 <3 Miss you!

This Senior Silks bar tour is going to make today get better at the very least, though. :)