i think its official...i'm out of txstate. nobody will give a stupid 19 year old a loan to go back to school. is education not fucking important anymore? i'm sorry i dont have a fucking house or a higher paying job, maybe i would if i could get a fucking education...but to do that i need a loan. and obviously thats not going to work out. actually i ( Read more... )

family reunion at my house...woooo. oh well, i'm about to start hitting the jello shots..it will be a lot more fun in about an hour...oh well at least they're alcoholics : )

one day i'll learn to stop setting myself up to be let down. not soon enough though.

beastie boys hello nasty is one of my favorite cd's of all time.

alright so i decided to make a list of what i want in life...it seems to work out well for tessa's el jay...and maybe it will help me clear my head a bit ( Read more... )

looks like i wont be back at txstate this semester.

i'm really not being pessimistic, but there are a shitload of things that are making me hate life right now ( Read more... )

man....fuck home. all it is to me now is lame fights with my parents about how much i suck. neat, looking forward to a month of that. and there is never anything to do...aka...friday night....i just got off work...its only midnight and NO ONE knows of a damn thing to do...awesome. and i live too far away from most everyone anyways...so i'm kinda ( Read more... )

1) i <3 my new room w/tessa
2) i <3 tessa & josh
3) i <3 the senora boys & the all the other usual kids on the couch there ( Read more... )

why does nobody want me for something besides a drunk makeout or free weed?

on another note...vh1 just counted down the best rock bands ever....and led zepplin was #1....damn right.