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[bellavita]

i'm feeling conflicted lately. i've been thinking about livejournal/opendiary -- the whole concept of it. i remember years ago when every little thing was important enough to write about, and i feel weary when i think of the heidi of two years ago. when did i get so old and tired? it seems to take so much effort these days, and i don't want it to

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[lovetruthbeauty]

ive been feeling the same way lately about od/lj. i used to write every day, multiple times a day. about absolutely nothing. and now i have things going on, but im too tired to write. its too hard to find the energy to recollect everything thats happened. its all just moving so quickly. but again, it is my way to keeping in contact with some people, so ... its a love/hate relationship, i guess.

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[bellavita]

exactly. but it's not much of keeping in touch when i'm not writing, so i feel like i have to, but i don't want to, etc.

[whitetide]

your words are always interesting to me because you're an extremely interesting person. even when you think you're not :) and, i see these friendships (surely ours) as transceding online journals. even when the contact isn't as frequent.

i love you, beautiful girl. and i'm glad to hear things have been going well.

[doubled_up]

I could definitely see you working for a non-profit. a regular corporation would just drain you, as it would me.

but sigh, this is indeed the time for transition. the uncertainty and instability is wearing on everybody I know, I think.

I'm glad things are going well for you, though. :) much love.