evening w Evelyn: amazing conversation & cuddles

[belenen]

icon: "hopeful (close-up photo of me wearing cat-eye makeup, jewels on my cheek, and a violet glitter goatee. I'm gazing off to the side with a hopeful smile.)"I am behind on LJ, sorry loveys. I really want to make some memory notes -- I didn't talk with anyone about it so I wrote stuff down so I wouldn't forget

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[belenen]

I'm still feeling a bit cautious! but hopeful. So glad about the new people in your life who are so giving!

[webgirluk]

I enjoyed reading about your connection with Evelyn and the meaningful time you shared together. I love how you share your thoughts on the moments like them asking you a follow up question. I would have enjoyed this as well. I am very analytical too, especially when it comes to people and life relationships. I notice this similarity with us and it's very very rare. I only have really known a couple of others this way exactly. Or exactly as I see it to be.

There's a good chance I could be flying into Atlanta this Summer as my boyfriend wants to go to a school reunion near where his family live and he hopes to return to. His hometown is about five or so hours from there, I think. Where he is now for work is a couple of hours away and closer to Chicago, which is where I've made my point of entry the past two summers I spent with him.

[belenen]

Yay, glad you enjoyed reading!

If you fly into Atlanta this summer, please let me know as soon as you know!! I would looooooove the chance to meet you!

[meri_sielu]

This was so lovely to read that I am really hoping this won't be a fleeting thing and you won't get hurt again, because what you describe of your connection is so beautiful and rare. <3

[belenen]

me too, so much! thank you for the hopes <3

[kehlen]

The part of this entry that stood out to me is the way you feel about Atlanta. And it did because I don't feel that way about my country at all, so I am sort of jealous but not really.

In fact, I don't feel that way about my country so much, I have been subconsciously looking for another place ever since I've started going abroad in 2005, and only realized that about 2010.

[belenen]

mmm, I can understand that reaction!

Do you think you will go through with moving to another country at some point?

[kehlen]

I do not think I could while my parents are alive. They won't follow, and they will refuse to understand my need to do it, and they need my support.

Well, right now I cannot help them with money, it's quite the other way around, but two people who "see" such things have independently told me that I do support my mother with my energy (even though I, myself, am quite blind to doing it).

So probably not in the forseeable future.

In the not-forseeable one, if nothing drastically changes in my country, then yes.