bad dreams, worries / happy hangouts w Topaz & Sydney / vandalism / cutting the cord to Aurilion

[belenen]

icon: "strong (a photo of me in warm light with my hair down around my face, staring intensely into the camera in a defiant mood)"So today's been a ridiculous tumult of emotions. Last night Aurilion sent me an email full of things that were neither kind, true, or necessary and I think ze was actually trying to hurt me on purpose. Most of it was

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[sabr]

Oh my beautiful Bel - I am so sorry that this has happened to you. What an unfortunate series of events which string together to validate the others - heartbreaking, crushing, hope-shattering.

Be gentle with yourself. Keep doing the things that you know help keep you centered and whole and pure. These things cannot break or define you - they cannot disrupt or derail you. You are so much stronger and gentler and truer and more vibrant than any of these things - they cannot dull you.

[belenen]

this made me cry with how understood and loved it made me feel. Thank you so so much <3 I'm taking it to heart.

[sabr]

I don't always comment, but I always try to hear and recognize and listen.

[sabr]

aww, and I just noticed your icon and your subject <3

[painted_dreams]

I think you'd actually enjoy reading my best friend's blog and watching her videos. She is an intuitive healer and she does a lot of energy work. Her website ----> http://kapualani.com/

Sometimes cutting the connection is the best thing to do, especially when there is just so much negative energy dragging you down. I'm also sorry to hear about the random violence you had to encounter, that hurts my heart in so many ways.

[classical_wolf]

Just in case you didn't get the comment yet, I added you from add-me-over25 :)

I'm sorry about your orbs and how cruel people can be. I know it might be rather common to say, but I love that you feel best using gender neutral pronouns*.

*From one queer individual to another.

(mental hugs)

[raidingparty]

That is all.